When my cat of 18 years died in 2014 my life spiraled

I left my parents house in 2014 with all my belongings in my car and just drove and drove. I ran out of money and just lived out of my car…

When my cat of 18 years died in 2014 my life spiraled

I left my parents house in 2014 with all my belongings in my car and just drove and drove. I ran out of money and just lived out of my car sleeping in it begging for death that would not come. I was 44 years old but mentally ill, I had had a wonderful career in computer science working at Atari, Dreamworks, Legend Entertainment — you name it! But at this point in my life my depression had taken over and I could see nothing else. Decades of “medicines” and drugs had not gotten me to a point where my world view was stable and on track.

Luckily I found my partner who likes to go by Phi. She gave me hope again when I had none. I live with her now trying to rebuild a beautiful life I can see in my mind a life inspired by www.we81.com — I am trying now to raise funding for a science fiction collection of short stories on kickstarter and have as of today only raised $1. Please help me inspire myself by giving money to fund it, all of the proceeds I will use to spread good actions and thoughts through out our wonderful universe. I am a desperado dreaming of a better tomorrow for all of us — I just need the meager means to type out my manifestations of glee so that a path to happiness can be built. Each day is a struggle but each small kind bit of support is magnified 1000 times by my mind in the hope of a better future and tomorrow for all of us!